I apologize for being MIA. It's been very difficult the last month.
I've been treating Fancy for a limping issue for months. I thought we were finally on the mend when the limping started again. Bottom line....when I saw her on the morning of February 8th I knew this was the end. Something happened overnight that caused her to injure herself beyond fixing. She was in great pain and could hardly walk.
I took her to the vet and he confirmed what I already knew. I had to put her down. She was 18. Losing any of my horses was hard but this was the last one. The end of life with horses. You might be thinking, "why not get another horse?" I could, but it really doesn't make sense at this stage of my life and the fact we don't own any land.
It's not just that I lost my last horse. I lost my little haven of "country" in the middle of town where I watched many a sunset and saw all types of wildlife. Then there are the barn cats. I'm sad. Really, really sad.
I've had horses for most of my adult life. Feeding them twice a day all those years. I feel lost.
I continued to go out to the pasture twice a day for about a month to continue feeding the cats. I talked with my horse neighbors who graciously said they would take them on to feed.
All the grands except Remi got to ride Fancy.
I am thankful for the time I had with her. Even though I am grieved, I believe God has something else for me. Something good. For now though, I shed tears easily.